Dreams Exposed

I have been looking for years (and years) for a video that I saw once, long ago in the early '80's. Yes, once, it made that much of an impression on me. It has been a favorite song of mine ever since the album (yes, vinyl) came out. No matter how many times I hear this song, it makes me cry.

I've posted the video, as well as the mp3. I hope you enjoy this song as much as I do.

( Because I love to share )

( Enter at your own risk )

*set to the tune of "I Feel Like Dancing"*

Does anyone know why it is, when you use Semagic to post to IJ, the tag feature doesn't show up in the options part? Or is it only me that is having that issue? It works for LJ but not for IJ for some freaky reason.

To jumpstart my writing, I have joined 50episodes by claiming two tables of 50 prompts each for two of my original verses. To Serve and Protect which features Micah and Devon and One Heart - One Soul, which features Michael, Nicholas and Dante.

We'll see how well I do but I want to try to write at least one prompt for each table per week. That way I will be done the challenge within a year.

This community is a way to write a larger story by doing short pieces at a time and then blending them together. We'll see if it works.

I also am hoping to write some other pieces for my other boys also. I miss writing and while I RPG most of them, there are still some that I miss writing on my own. We'll see what happens.

( One Heart-One Soul Table )

( To Serve and Protect table )

I have spent the past few days moving all my muse journals - along with twitchwhisker's muse journals over to here. I refuse to count them because I am sure that mine alone are close to 100. Uh yeah, I am an idiot and yes, they all get used for notes. :]

I figured I'd better get them over here before they get deleted off that other journal. *G* Going through them, I realized that a lot of them could be banned from there for one reason or another - including but not limited to, underage, bestiality, necrophilia (even though my vamps aren't technically dead) and incest.

I'm trying to remember if I have one relationship that isn't illegal. *G*

Ah well, that being said, have a fic.

( Here there be kink )

Today is Sami's 13th b-day. He's an ooooold bunny but he's still chasing the girl kitties all over the house.

Go Sami!

It is time that I start to use this journal more, especially for what it was intended - my passions. Writing, photography and jewelry making.

Today we will start with some photos. I thought it would be nice to give you something pretty to look at before I begin to spam the freak out of my journal with my writing. :]

( Enjoy the pretties )

I have sunk to a new low. I want bandslash... for a band that I've never heard, only seen... twincest at that... and the boys are 17. WTF???

*head/desk*

Title: Now and The Future
Pairing: Spider/Jimmy
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 168
Notes: Spider is mine. Jimmy belongs to KR. Though if you ask them, Spider would say that he belonged to Jimmy.

~~~~~

It’s been five years since Spider’d thought about the future. Ever since that day that he sliced open a cop and found himself in a cement-walled room with bars for doors and windows, he hadn’t been overly concerned about tomorrow. Fuck, he hated even been concerned about the present. Thinking about the mess he was in took energy he didn’t want to expend on something he could do nothing about. And the future? Why bother when he was looking at every day being the same for the next umpteen years?

As they say, that was then, this is now. And now is a boy with pretty eyes and dark hair that hadn’t wanted a future and was willing to let it spill on the floor of a prison shower. Now was a boy that smiled so sweet that Spider thought he’d never need dessert again if he could see that smile every day.

Now, well now, was Jimmy.

Who needed tomorrow when today was all he’d ever wanted?

Title: Emotion's Web
Pairing: Spider/Jimmy
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 221
Notes: Spider is mine. Jimmy belongs to KR. Though if you ask them, Spider would say that he belonged to Jimmy. These boys really need their own icon.

~~~~~

Jimmy’s question had thrown Spider. Not that he let it show but it had. The thought of the kid being totally under Spider’s control had certain parts of him sitting up and saluting. Strange because Daddy and Son was not a game that Spider normally played. This kid… well, he made Spider want to do all kinds of things he had never done before. Things that couldn’t happen as long as they were both sitting in a prison cell.

He’d known the kid less than twelve hours and the kid was already totally under his skin and worming his way into his heart. Permanence was not in his vocabulary. At least he hadn’t ever thought of it before. Now… fuck, now he wanted to put up a white picket fence around their cell and buy the kid a puppy. He’d even plant freaking rose bushes if that’s what the kid wanted.

Just had to make sure the kid never discovered that Spider was already wrapped his little finger. Spider knew that if that happened then it was all over. Though the kid didn’t seem the type to take advantage of it. Even if Spider felt the kid deserved anything that Spider could give him.

And fuck if that wasn’t something that was going to kill him when the kid got out.

You're watching a movie starring Jensen Ackles and you noticed that some of the settings in the movie have been used in SPN.

And who the fuck remembers what lakes and cabins look like?

Am I the only person who notices the way a guy walks before anything else? A boy that has a 'fuck you' attitude in his hips will make my toes curl. Seriously. Just Mmm...

And if you want to see why I'm even thinking this right now, have a peek.

Rattlesnake Smile

Title: Nightmares
Pairing: Spider/Jimmy
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 278
Notes: Pair of new boys that Kr and I are playing with. A little background - Spider has been in prison for almost 4 years and Jimmy has been in 3 months when Spider finds Jimmy bleeding out in the shower after slitting his wrists. This is Spider's thoughts after that.



There were nights that Spider never had a dream. Then there were nights like this one where it was one continuous loop of nightmare after nightmare - all of them ending the same way. With Sammy dead. Sometimes it was a stranger, some nights it was Spider himself that wielded that blade that had taken his brother's life.

When awake, Spider knew that the ones where he was the killer were due to his subconscious. Fuck knows that that his prison counselor had told him that he held the guilt too close often enough for it to not have sunk in. Didn't help any though in relieving the feeling of it truly being his fault. If he hadn't been arrested. If he hadn't pissed off Dog's boys. If, if, if. Seems his whole life was one big fucking if.

Ending with the biggest one lying in the bunk below him. If he hadn't decided to shower at just that moment, the kid would be dead. If he had found out where his original cellmates kid brother was being kept, the kid wouldn't have been raped. Too many ifs.

Didn't matter, the kid was his now. Only in name cause there was no way he was using this one's ass. The kid had been fucked too many times in the short three months he'd been here leading to his slicing and dicing his forearms to shit and bleeding out on the shower floor. Kid wasn't gonna be hurt again if Spider had his way. And he would.

Even if it meant killing someone to insure the kid's safety.

He'd let Sammy die, he wasn't going to lose another one.

So I'm watching the Season one DVD's of Supernatural - again. And I've realized that I have a major crush on one of the stars. The car.

If I had the chance to either meet Jared or Jensen or drive the Impala... I'd choose the Impala.

What does this say about me?

Ah, my laptop is home - again. This time the motherboard actually works with my restore disk. Actually, this time the motherboard actually works. And my battery now lasts 3 1/2 hours instead of 45 minutes. Things are all to the good now.

Which means that I need to get off my butt and start posting my stories and pics to this journal. I was going to have a separate journal for everything like I had on LJ but why bother? I do still have a million journals here for the muses but my art is my life so why keep my personal feelings and my outlets separate? Yes, I know the answer to that is because I'm a Virgo and I need to keep everything tidy and in its own place but hey, even we Virgos can go wild sometimes and mix things up. :]

Note to self: Need to find/make/borrow/steal more icons.

And speaking of icons... *points up* Because someone really likes this one. *G* You know who you are.

Hello to all those that have found their way here. I have been on Live Journal for almost 6 years and have moved over here during the mass exodus. :]

If you like jewelry making, photography and Asian ball-joint dolls, this is the place for you. It is also a good place to be if you love seeing pictures of my 6 black cats and 1 black bunny.

Say hello and stay awhile. Free cookies and tea to those that want it.

And hugs are always given and welcomed.